Updates: Media (lyrics) has a new layout. I could never figure out how to lay it out, but it's easier to navigate now. I'm still working on a better duplicate Mamblog mod. I'm trying to make submittions easier but the poetry form died for some reason. Quizzes are also on their way from the old site. Joomla content isn't very code friendly so I'm having to rewrite old code. You can still click on News > AH v21 > Screen if you wish to use the quizzes.
strength and security are my only resources
for tears and grief hold their own forces
they tear up your heart complete into rubble
i know then my mind is in trouble
each instance that tears fall from my face
i find that i have lost my place
i cannot find my way back
into this world where comfort i lack
i search for stability every day
and avoid my tears in every way
i forge through life all dried up
and maybe with a little luck
i'll still keep my defenses up
i do not want those tears to flow
and in my heart i know
the pain that they cause for me
is much too difficult to see
for tears i hide with all my strength
i do not want to speak at length
about my sorrow
i wish there were no tomorrow
my mind is ever twisting with despair
i feel like pulling out my hair
i have found my place to run and hide
this place is me, deep down inside
with all the pain i harvest there
i reappear with more despair
than when i left
this is a theft
of my happiness
i face this loneliness
so head on
that i feel i can't go on
i ache for my rescue from this fiery hell
i've fallen down an empty well
of sorrow,
and there is no tomorrow.
i see in your eyes a great sadness there
i see in your heart such tremendous despair
you want to shed tears for a sadness is near
but letting them know how you feel is your fear.
you're lonely and empty and full of regret
for the friendships you've lost you will never forget
you think of the good times long gone and so few
and realize that no one had even a clue
your wound it does show to those passing few
and scares away friendships that come from anew.
soft regrets, a sad reply
i can see what's in your eye
so much pain and sadness there
sorrow floating through the air
tired days and sleepless nights
getting into endless fights
bruises fill the mind's landscape
a heart repaired with rolls of tape
such remorse is evident
i can see your heart's torment
faces causing tears to flow
reminding you of what you know.
loneliness, empty days
sadness and unforgiving ways
dorm room socials down the hall
something like a darkened fall
asking why with no reply
other than i'd rather die
fearful days and empty nights
such seclusion caused by frights
mind attacks the weak and weary
causing thoughts so bleak and dreary
familiar things are drowned out by
the ones who force out my reply.
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