Updates: Media (lyrics) has a new layout. I could never figure out how to lay it out, but it's easier to navigate now. I'm still working on a better duplicate Mamblog mod. I'm trying to make submittions easier but the poetry form died for some reason. Quizzes are also on their way from the old site. Joomla content isn't very code friendly so I'm having to rewrite old code. You can still click on News > AH v21 > Screen if you wish to use the quizzes.
So now everything is straightened out in my head. I'm a little better. I've cut really bad though...three times. If I don't stop wanting to kill myself though I'm going to the hospital when school gets out. I'm worried about that. I'm also worried about school. I'm afraid I won't be able to pull my grades up in time. So much has happened in the past week. I've accumulated an enormous amount of hatred for my mother and that bothers me somewhat...only somewhat. No, it's not straight in my head. It comes and it goes. And now it's gone. God what the hell's wrong with me.
i cry tonight because I am not smart. And it pains me. I am so sad. And I wish I had someone to talk me through this...but I don't. It hurts me so much to have to go in my room alone and deal with everything alone.
My parents did it again! Another Bad Thursday again! I hate them!! They want a second opinion! I hate them so much!!! I tried to call my therapist but it was just too complicated so I hung up. And it was too difficult. But she can't say I didn't at least TRY to call her. So then I cut. and it's really really bad. I don't know what to do. Everyone's out of town.
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