Updates: Media (lyrics) has a new layout. I could never figure out how to lay it out, but it's easier to navigate now. I'm still working on a better duplicate Mamblog mod. I'm trying to make submittions easier but the poetry form died for some reason. Quizzes are also on their way from the old site. Joomla content isn't very code friendly so I'm having to rewrite old code. You can still click on News > AH v21 > Screen if you wish to use the quizzes.
I hate the way you talk to me and tell me that you care
Reminding me of all the faults i already know are there.
You take from me the only thing i love
you pretend to be an angel from above
I keep thinking that it'll be okay
but it never turns out that way
Your open mouth is taunting me
reminding me of how things should be
things would be perfect if only i cared
life would be better if you weren't there
I hate my life and all the people in it
you make me feel like life's not worth living with you in it
You brought this upon yourself, never caring
you think you are so clever, daring
But it's your loss, not mine
Day by day the only thing i lose is time
time to forgive and time to forget
time to have my every goal met
yet there you stand again, not caring
telling me not to be so daring
i will never respect you or your words but many don't agree
they think i'll soon forgive you and in happiness be.
You think a friendship is growing,
You feel so confident knowing
That my life has been extended.
Around others I've always pretended
That I am happy.
I've lost all sense of reality.
This level of conformity is inhumane.
I've grown uncomfortable with your fame.
Your distanced looks of calm despair,
Your painful sighs that harvest there
Are hard to bear.
I can no longer hide my fear;
I wish to hold you near
To me.
I'm never free of hate and worry.
I feel I should apologize, say I'm sorry
For all the pain that I have caused you.
It's been three, or rather two
Months since I've let you down.
I carry with me a frown
That's cast in stone.
I always feel so alone
But this I tell you:
I enjoy it so.
Even more than you know.
Alone I always sit with sadness in my eyes.
I speak to you through endless lies
But the truth is there, deep within.
I now begin
To fight my way back each day
But from this road I often stray.
Please guide me through those gates of Hell
And in turn I'll try to tell
My life to you.
Endless worries, numbing pain,
Standing up to strike again.
Feeling lonely, such despair
Living with an endless fear.
Feeling hopeless
All is lost
Stiffened from a winter's frost.
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