Updates: Media (lyrics) has a new layout. I could never figure out how to lay it out, but it's easier to navigate now. I'm still working on a better duplicate Mamblog mod. I'm trying to make submittions easier but the poetry form died for some reason. Quizzes are also on their way from the old site. Joomla content isn't very code friendly so I'm having to rewrite old code. You can still click on News > AH v21 > Screen if you wish to use the quizzes.
dizziness, a loss of strength
tripping over hatred's wake
thoughts so vacant, never come
gripping tightly Satan's thumb
heart so lonely, comfort lost
a mind that mimics Winter's frost
time forgotten happily
fears so dark are never free
cold and lonely feeling bare
nothing left but darkness there
hopelessness grips the mind
happiness i'll never find.
hatred waits inside the dark
waiting for a smart remark
looming there within the mind
full of anger sharp and blind
voices trigger hidden rage
turning over life's last page
hide the razors somewhere safe
deep inside a hidden safe
take the pills away from here
cover all the darkened mirrors
bury bones within the flesh
follow me to hatred's death.
desperation, fleeting hope
relying on a tattered rope
emptiness, a place to hide
searching for a faster ride
feeling pain in every way
waiting for a better day
feeling no remorse for loss
throwing down a burning cross
staring at an empty grave
lost inside a darkened cave
searching for a guiding light
wishing for some strength to fight.
strength and security are my only resources
for tears and grief hold their own forces
they tear up your heart complete into rubble
i know then my mind is in trouble
each instance that tears fall from my face
i find that i have lost my place
i cannot find my way back
into this world where comfort i lack
i search for stability every day
and avoid my tears in every way
i forge through life all dried up
and maybe with a little luck
i'll still keep my defenses up
i do not want those tears to flow
and in my heart i know
the pain that they cause for me
is much too difficult to see
for tears i hide with all my strength
i do not want to speak at length
about my sorrow
i wish there were no tomorrow
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