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| good is what you tell a dog when he comes |
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All I want is for them to notice me, how hard I've worked. I want my accomplishments to stand out as much as Lisa's miniscule accomplishments. Because maybe then everything will be all right between us. Maybe I'll think about sticking around after college. There's no chance I'm staying around if they don't start to notice how hard it is for me. The site of my mother ruined my otherwise wonderful day. I haven't been able to say my day was wonderful in about a year and she made that time go on even longer. That anger I feel towards people has gone away with some but escalated with others. Depression set in a while ago, hit harder when my mother didn't recognize my photograph as more than good. Good is what you tell the dog when he comes. I wish they'd just notice me. I need them to notice me. I push harder and harder in hopes that they'll notice and they let me down. I can't push much harder than I am and if I'm forced to then I'm going to end up like those Caltech students Michelle keeps telling me about. Jumping off of buildings...just another suicide. Last update: 28-11-2006 22:26
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