Updates: Media (lyrics) has a new layout. I could never figure out how to lay it out, but it's easier to navigate now. I'm still working on a better duplicate Mamblog mod. I'm trying to make submittions easier but the poetry form died for some reason. Quizzes are also on their way from the old site. Joomla content isn't very code friendly so I'm having to rewrite old code. You can still click on News > AH v21 > Screen if you wish to use the quizzes.
I have nothing left. It's pointless to even hope for better days ahead. It only makes me more unhappy. I don't know another life so I don't know what I'm aiming for. Should I have lots of friends? Should I love going places with them? Should things not scare me so much? I know the answers to these questions but only because I've seen. I know the norm, but not from personal experience. I read pages on depression and self injury and they sound so knowledgeable. I only know what's going through my head and even that is confusing to me. I'm not sure if I should still be angry with my parents. Is holding a grudge wrong? I feel so alone but I don't have any desire for a friendship. The only one I have right now is heading downhill. Why is it so difficult for me? Why does everyone else know so much? And they're so open to letting us all know that they have all the answers. I spend all of my time trying to find answers and I haven't come up with a single one. This is difficult for me because I'm used to having all the answers.
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