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like your heart is being ripped away |
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| Written by Diana, on 01-09-2002 02:31 |
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September 1, 2002 (1:31am)
I know guilt hits me every so often, when I allow myself the time to sit and think about the things that I've done, but the thought of losing the only support you have just can't compare. When the threat, and I mean real threat, is placed before you things seem...different. They seem real. Like the damage you're doing to this body that isn't yours is actually, for once, threatening to hurt you as well. When you feel like your heart is being ripped away, there isn't enough control in this world to make it seem okay. Can you recover for those around you? or do you, like everything else in life, have to do it...for you? Can you take the fear of losing and make it your entire focus? Will that be enough? I don't cry, I just can't seem to, but the one thing that breaks me is the thought of losing the people I care about. I think that's why sometimes I can't feel, because it hurts too much. Because if it was ever known how much I cared, I don't think I could ever show my face again.
Last update: 01-09-2002 02:31
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