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| Written by Diana, on 03-08-2002 21:30 |
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August 3, 2002-3 (8:30pm)
I'm a little out of sorts at the moment, I think maybe it's hitting me, how serious this really is, how much control it has over me. The fact of the matter is, the one thing I thought I had control of, I don't...the only control I have is how long I let it worsen before I get help. There is that fear that tomorrow I'm gonna wake up and it's gonna be gone, and I'll have to go through this again and again before I do anything about it. All I can really do is get through the next few days so that I can talk to someone. I don't know what else I can do that won't make things worse. I have to say though, I've surprised myself. I'm still not suicidal and I don't want to cut, so maybe there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
Last update: 03-08-2002 21:30
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