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my digital visual sandman |
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| Written by Diana, on 21-07-2002 07:21 |
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July 21, 2002-2 (6:12am)
i'm just not sleeping anymore, I don't know why and if I don't crash today. I'll crash tomorrow or when i most need to be awake and aware. two to two and a half hours this time, three hours yesterday, sleeping pills and all. there's nothing on television. i swear to god they played two music videos and went back to commercials, I rely on VH1's Insomniac Music Theater these days to either put me to sleep, my digital visual sandman, or to entertain me until my savior dawn approaches, allowing me to feign normalcy. it's widely known i hardly sleep but once in a while i prefer to avoid the mockery, the speculation i so often endure. either i'm not eating enough, eating too much, i'm self injuring, or not sleeping. i just can't seem to find a happy medium without them. it's been 20 minutes and i already feel like i'm crashing, seen as the sun's not quite up yet, it's probably a good thing.
Last update: 21-07-2002 07:21
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