| Written by Diana, on 20-04-2001 13:46 |
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So I'm here in this place and I've made a new friend. We're great together. We're both anorexic and I love hearing her secrets of how to pretend to have eaten food, show weight gain at weighing time, etc. My therapist recommends that we room together but her doctor may not be so pleased with the situation. We decided to work together. What she eats, I eat and visa versa. I still haven't talked to my parents at all. Michelle keeps calling them for me, telling my mother that I don't want to speak with her. Michelle did end up coming last night and I was ecstatic. I needed to see a familiar face. We had a nice talk, and then she left and said she'd be here tomorrow (today). I can't wait. I know I say mean things about her but she's all I have and they're only in the heat of the moment. I remember how terrible yesterday was but I'm not going to dwell on it because it turned out okay. I'm getting a little better oriented here. I went to group with my new friend and I listened because my meds have been changed without my consent and I'm dead tired all the time now. I was forced to drink pepsi at lunch just to stay awake. I'm blowing off group at 3:00 but i'm going to a task workshop at 4:00. I hate eating and I want to be as skinny as she is but she thinks she's fat and sometimes I say stupid things and i'm afraid i've offended her. We're able to talk about things that I can't even imagine talking about in writing. My parents are going to be pissed if I don't call them soon but fuck them. I'm here to get away from them anyways. Location: Las Encinas Hospital.
Last update: 20-04-2001 13:46
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