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it's hard keeping this secret alone |
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| Written by Diana, on 08-07-2002 20:11 |
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July 8, 2002-3 (7:11pm)
maybe a group where everyone has been through severe trauma is my last great hope, a place where i can really talk rather just imply. right now i'm all alone in this, besides the little bit i tell my therapist. it's hard keeping this secret alone. i feel like i'm gonna cry but if i do that means i'm being effected by this. granted most of my emotional issues are based on my keeping this secret, no one knows that but me, and i'd like to keep it that way. right now those close to me think it's just from bad body image and stress. if only it were that easy. nightmares every night and flashbacks more than i care to admit, i'm tired. i think i've waited all i can to start taking care of this, i don't think i can let it go on ruining me much longer.
Last update: 08-07-2002 20:11
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