| Written by Diana, on 11-02-2002 23:00 |
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February 11, 2002
my dog chews on his tail until it bleeds. My mother says he is so crazy, sick, demented. I start to wonder what she thinks about my cutting. Then she gets angry with me when I'm not all sunny and happy all the time around her. Now I can't leave my room until she goes to sleep. It's 7:30. If only she knew. I swear I'm outta here the second I'm able. There's no reason left for me to hang around. Being around her just makes me feel bad. All the yelling, all the secrets I keep from her, it's not worth it anymore. None of it is, I'm so tired of this. I'm ACTUALLY hungry and I can't go to the kitchen for food. I just want to sleep forever I'm so tired, but I'm too afraid I'll have nightmares. I need to e-mail the guy about group, tell him what I decided. I can't go back without him understanding, though i'm not sure I can leave without him knowing why.
Last update: 11-02-2002 23:00
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