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| Written by Diana, on 02-01-2002 18:50 |
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February 1, 2002 (5:50pm)
Yesterday was awful. I have never worried so much in one day in my entire life. I mean I couldn't get anything done. I just sat around school and home worrying myself to death. If it wasn't one thing it was another. It was absolutely ridiculous. I sat in my car for 2hrs before class and worried, then I went to class for an hour and worried, then I sat by the mirror pools or whatever they're called for 45mins and worried so bad that I had to skip the meeting I was waiting to go to and ended up back in my car for 2.5hrs worrying some more. I would have gone home instead then come back but I worried about going home. I do not know what was going on with me yesterday. God my parents have no idea how easy they are making this for me, I never have to make excuses for not eating. Like tonight my mother asked me if I wanted her to get me anything from Star Cafe. Now I hate that place almost more than anywhere else and she knows this. She doesn't go to the store anymore, I can't drive today because of my meds and...arg. It's really very hard to think they know i'm not eating yet they put forth no effort to work on it. Like they think it's really no big deal. I always thought I was going through this alone...they just proved my suspicions.
Last update: 02-01-2002 18:50
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