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more caffeine. always, more caffeine. |
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| Written by Diana, on 14-01-2003 20:56 |
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January 14, 2003-2 (7:56pm)
I went out today with my sister to a movie. I tried to be there, in the moment, active in the conversation but it was impossibly difficult. I can't seem to get out of my head. I'd rather be outside my mind, awake and wired, scared and anxious. Instead I'm locked up inside, not so much afraid to come out as i am unable, I don't know how. I feel like without keeping my caffeine intake up, I'll just go under, silently drown. Why can't I get out of this? I feel like all I need is a little more sleep and I'll be fine. But a little more sleep and it just gets worse. So more caffeine. Always, more caffeine. I just need to wake up some more and I'll be fine. My head feels so heavy, and I'm stuck inside it, and no matter how much I want to get out, I don't know how.
Last update: 14-01-2003 20:56
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