| Written by Diana, on 18-04-2007 20:25 |
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I'm such an idiot. My pointe shoes came in today. They're beautiful, so exciting, I wish I could actually dance in them. I SOOO wanted to not tell anyone until showed them to my therapist, she knows I'm excited about them and always makes me feel like I'm not totally weird. I just HAD to tell someone though, i just couldn't control myself. I KNEW if I showed them to my mother she wouldn't react properly and I'd feel totally upset about the encounter later. I WAS SO RIGHT. I'm such an idiot. I expect her to act "normal" but she never does and I'm always disappointed. Now I can't wait to see my therapist tomorrow to show them to her. I'm waiting for "padding" and other things to come in before I can really see if the shoes fit properly so I can't sew ribbons on or elastics because then you can't return them. I even put them on with regular nylons because the the other company I was working with (but no longer) sent me the wrong size and I can't find my receipt and they didn't even email my receipt. There's also no way to go in and check what I actually ordered so I'm kinda stuck. I KNOW I didn't order mediums, I'm not dumb. I'm so sick of my orders being screwed up. It's such a hassle and ends up costing me more money in shipping.
I was at work alone for like four hours today. My sister's in Cabo and my mother was home, then had an appointment. When she came in at 4:15 all I wanted was for her to STOP TALKING, but she continued to talk until I got up and left at 5:27.
Avril Lavigne's CD came today, The Best Damn Thing, anyone else have it? I started typing out the lyrics for the site but only got four or five songs finished. It's pretty good. I really like some songs and others are semi annoying. The really good ones all seem to have a really bad verse or bridge or whatever it's called, I don't write music. One of the songs has a small part where they say "Give me an A" [some more words] "v, very..." "R,..." and they sound like a cheerleading squad spelling out the name of their mascot or something. The rest of the song is good, there's just that one part. Then that song from Eragon is on it, which surprised me. I haven't listened to it loud, on a good sound system but I hopefully will tomorrow or something. I'm not in the mood for loud ANYTHING right now. Peace and quiet. Anyhow, I'll have the lyrics posted at some point, hopefully very soon. I have all this time at work where no one's there and there's nothing for me to do. I spend it either twiddling my thumbs or typing out these lyrics.
I wish I could eat candy all the time like those people with super fast metabolism that's only made faster by all the sugar they eat, therefore making them naturally, unfairly, skinny. I'm sitting here eating rice cakes for lunch & dinner and I still have to work my butt off to be thin. Candy is not part of that plan. I have a craving for something really sugary like Starburst or red licorice or something. Mashed potatos (just add water) will have to do for today.
Last update: 18-04-2007 20:25
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