|
"...for unusual sleepiness" |
|
|
| Written by Diana, on 25-04-2007 05:51 |
| Views |
265  |
|
|
|
So the Welbutrin's history. I'm supposed to try Provigil for a week. I just read the package insert and it says it's for unusual sleepiness and two of the side effects are anxiety and mental problems. This sounds like the opposite of what I need. I'm sleeping fine...when I try to sleep and when I get up I'm not unusually sleepy. He was in a crabby mood today. I'd try to tell him something and he'd cut me off so I gave up. I keep insisting I don't have problems with energy, I just get the "doom" feeling whenever I want to do anything "fun" and leaving the house is extremely stressful. As a result, I think about death a lot. Simple. Not to mention my main goal is to starve myself to...nothing (which I'm incapable of doing at the moment, which only makes things worse).
I have to get up in five hours but I don't want to go to bed because then I'll just wake up and have to go to work. I don't want to wake up and I DON'T wan't to go to work. I want to eat but I SO DON'T WANT TO EAT.
Dammit.
I guess I'll go to bed. I want to eat, but that wouldn't help matters and I don't have any food here anyway. I don't want to sleep but I can't stop THINKING and I don't want to be half asleep tomorrow, it just makes work worse.
Last update: 25-04-2007 05:51
Users' Comments (0) 
|
|
|
