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unacceptable is a gross under-exaggeration. |
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| Written by Diana, on 06-06-2007 03:20 |
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I don't understand why this has to be happening to me NOW. I feel bad but I think I'll have to skip work AND the wedding rehearsal. My face looks more swollen than this morning and it's in pain. It wasn't in pain this morning. I can't miss the wedding and it is just not acceptable for me to leave the house looking like this. Tomorrow's only wednesday but it's ALREADY WEDNESDAY. WHY NOW?? WHY ME????? They weighed me at the doctor today and I always say "I have to do it backwards" and after I got off the scale the lady's all "124". I'm like practically in tears when I hear that. I knew I had gained weight and I had my pants, socks, and sweater on but OMG!!!! I've spent so much time thinking about what that means to me, what I'm going to do about it. My therapist didn't believe I had gained weight but I KNEW. There was no question in my mind, it was just a matter of HOW MUCH. Maybe to some people that's not a big deal but that's like the end all of my existance. Weight is EVERYTHING and THAT weight...unacceptable is a gross under-exaggeration.
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