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Okay, so Diet Coke tastes SO MUCH BETTER than Diet Pepsi. I can't stop drinking Coke because it keeps me from eating but drinking regular Coke is no better than eating due to so many calories and the fact that it's so very tasty. I grew up with Diet Pepsi in my house and that was great because I had no problem with the "diet" taste then. I was used to it. At some point along the way my parents heard on the news that the sugar substitute or something in Diet Pepsi caused cancer, so they switched us to regular Pepsi and never looked back. Coke used to give me a stomach ache because it was so fizzy but I've since gotten used to it and now Pepsi is too sweet to me. I need to eat less (preferably not at all) and I need to stop drinking regular soda so I grabbed a box of Diet Coke at the store today and decided I would just have to get used to the flavor or go without. What is Coke Zero? I remember when Pepsi One first came out and it tasted just like Diet Pepsi with the privilage of one calorie. They claim Diet Dr. Pepper tastes the same as regular Dr. Pepper (my ass) so I just can't imagine that Coke Zero is any better. I went to www.cocacolazero.com and okay...maybe I'll try it. I'll go buy a 20oz tomorrow (if I get up the courage to leave the house ;-) It would be BEYOND GREAT if you really can't tell the two apart. They're calling the "flavor" that makes it taste like Coke "Coke-ness" lol. I don't get the "Unlock the Secret" thing though. It's simple to break into the safe (listen to the combination lock, saw off the hinges, and/or use the metal ball thing to smash the door open, then run the torch back & forth quickly until the ice melts. The year Coca-Cola was created was 1886 (if you turn your head to the left it shows each number of the year vertically in the inked-out portions of the letter). Though I just did a search on google to find the answer...So is that the answer to the "secret"? That's dumb. I JUST started entering My Coke Rewards codes to see if I could get anything. In my life I've had about a gazillion cans of Coke (I think my high school only sold Coke) and many times more of Pepsi and yet I've never entered rewards. I could have so much cool stuff right now.
As I'm writing this and drinking my Diet Coke, I notice I have a throbbing headache coming on. Could it be from the Diet Coke? Probably. Could it be from the ten Pantothenic Acid (Vitamin B5) pills I took an hour ago? Quite possibly. In any case, I've been dealing with headaches a lot over the past two weeks, but I assumed it was the Augmentin or Prednisone the Ear Nose & Throat doctor prescribed (which I stopped taking this past Tuesday). One might say it's stress, or even too many vitamins (go figure). I'm pretty convinced the chipmunk-itis I suffered last week was just stress like my therapist suggested. My body in a whirl of anxiety, sleepelessness, vitamins it didn't know what to do with, etc. I'm picking up my vitamin regimine again and my Provigil was FINALLY APPROVED today so I can now go back on it. I guess we'll see if it was a one-time thing, a fluke, stress, or caused by my vitamin over zealousness or the Provigil. Is this headache-ish feeling on the right side my chipmunk-itis coming back? or is it simply just a vitamin-B-sugar-subsitute enhanced brain swell? I guess we'll see in the morning. As much as I don't want my already imperfect face to become hidesously malformed again, I desperately need the vitamin supplements to keep my overall health in check...and I also need the Provigil.
Well, boxes of 12 cokes (144 fluid ounces total) provides 10 rewards points and one 20 fl oz bottle provides 3 points. Do the math. You get 10 points with the cans but if you bought an equivalent number of fluid ounces through 20oz plastic bottles you would get a wopping 21.6 points. That's crazy. I wonder if they make more money when people buy a plastic bottle than they do with a 12-box of cans. I'm not a plastic-bottle soda drinking fan...if that makes sense. Half a can usually gives me a stomach ache (or in today's experience, a headache as well). Regular soda doesn't do that though...damn I need an Aleve. My head is throbbing. I'm really bad about taking medication or vitamins in the morning. I'm better with vitamins because I couple with them a crap load of "appetite supressants" that never deliver. Dexatrim Max (I'd link you to the Dexatrim website but the coding is rather limited:
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(wow, wasn't that exciting?) however, you can see what google has CACHED HERE (there were some links when I viewed it on 6/16 @ 12:39am), Miracle Burn, NOW Foods' 5-HTP which I just started today. All that coupled with the ten pantothenic acid pills I gulped down, and a Nature's Way Alive! "Whole Food Energizer" which are horse-pill sized, except horses get their pills powdered & mixed into their food. We just have to grin & bear it. Okay, so I only get about 1300mg of Potassium a day and you're supposed to have about 4700mg, but Oregon State University says you shouldn't take supplements. They have a list of foods that Potassium is in but none of them sound terribly appealing. Baked potato with skin has the most at 721mg but I hate potato skins. 1/2 cup of raisins has 598mg but that's A LOT of raisins to me. Aren't raisins just dried grapes? Why would they have more potassium than grapes? or did they just fail to mention it?...Turns out the sort of failed to mention it. To get 598mg of Potassium you would only need to consume 1.9575 cups of grapes which is totally cool to me. I love grapes.
I emailed FitDay people because there are a lot of things I needed to address with them that I thought could be updated in version 2.0 (or 3.0) of the software:
"Future Versions/Feature suggestions/clarification/Bugs?
I have questions and/or suggestions regarding features in the FitDay software. I love FitDay. I've never seen anything like it and in trying to recover from several years of anorexia, I have found when entering my intake of foods into the software, I obsess over the nutrients (making sure I get enough, but not too much) and find myself focusing less and less on the number of calories. I find comfort in using the "Total Nutrition" report to average out my fat & calories rather than focusing on a single day where I ate more than I would have liked. My questions therefore follow my need for accurate numbers & more detailed information:
1.) I was wondering where nutrition info for the basic foods come from (raw fruits & vegetables for example). I use the USDA National Nutrient Database to check nutrients and they are sometimes quite different than those listed in FitDay.
2.) Is this software expected to have future releases? As much as I enjoy it, there are many limitations to it as it is and I want to be sure you guys are going to be around in the future, still supporting and updating the software.
3.) Vitamin A, like Folate, has more than one type: Vitamin A as Retinol and Vitamin A as beta-carotene for starters. Retinol, unlike beta-carotene, has established Tolerable Upper Intake Levels. It would be nice to have the option of measuring each individually to prevent over-consumption of "preformed" or supplemental Retinol. It's the same with Folic acid which, unlike Food Folate, has established ULs so it's helpful that they're split in FitDay.
4.) A glitch? Vitamin A calculates differently depending on the source like folate (1 µg food folate = 0.6 µg folic acid), but 1 µg RAE = 3.3 IU Retinol, but FitDay does not use this measurement. Right now, if I enter 660 IU of Vitamin A it comes out as 57 µg Vitamin A which is incorrect according to the National Institute of Health. Vitamin A should also specify that the calculations are for Retinol and RAE, not beta-carotene, since it takes 2 to 12 times the amount of beta-carotene (supplemental vs. dietary) to equal 1 µg of Retinol and 24 times the amount of alpha-carotene. FitDay doesn't specify any of this when entering nutrients. Some clarification would be helpful.
5.) I would love to be able to print out a report/list of every food eaten for a time period, or even just a list the foods I ate on a particular day (without having to use Alt+Print Scrn). There are some graphs, pie charts, and averages but I would really like to see a comprehensive list of just the foods consumed each day. I was doing this manually in MS Excel in addition to using FitDay but it just got to be a hassle, though I feel like this program could become too limited for long term use very quickly. Alternately, it would be really great to be able to export the data in a CVS file for creating our own graphs & reports in Excel.
6.) Any hopes of allowing for Vitamin K, Chromium, Biotin, Sugar (especially), or any additional nutrients to be recorded?
Thank you!"
I obviously have issues, i know. I should be eating (I'm hungry), or sleeping (it's 2:32am), or working on the Google sitemap like I said I would about three weeks ago. I did have my sister's wedding, chipmunk-itis, paperwork up to my ears at work since my sister's been gone, and oh yeah, DEPRESSION and medication hell but excuses are for chumps. I thought my parents would be on Santa Barbara starting today so I planned on sitting in ANY OTHER ROOM so I could get some work done with Avril Lavigne blaring but it turns out they're leaving around 8:30am tomorrow so I cleaned my room (I forget why), vacuumed, had my father kill a few creepy crawlies, Lysol'd as much as I could with only one "sanitizing wipe" left, and I've been typing here and doing "research" ever since.
Wired's Blog Network has a survey up through insightexpress.com - "Research for the Right Decision" about smart phones. Go take it! or just read two of my answers below:
"How would you define a smart phone? (22% complete)
A phone that knows what you want before you do :-D like Google. It knows what you really MEANT to search for and corrects you. A smart phone makes you look and feel smarter than you really are...if that's possible. You can email in a snap, take & send photos, type at light speed like with a standard-sized QWERY keyboard, check your stocks at the push of a button, and even play a movie while waiting in line! A smart phone is your whole life, your entertainment, your communication, your financial advisor, your sub- conscience, your better-half, your very best friend! And it's sleek & stylish and so easy to use you don't even have to read the instruction booklet. And above all...(drum roll please)...YOU GET PHONE RECEPTION AND INTERNET ACCESS !!!EVERYWHERE!!! (Oh, and you can even use it on a plane without causing interference with Air Traffic Control.) If they only had arms and legs they'd be able to run the free world! (I guess that's a bad thing...)"
"When thinking of smartphone brands, what ONE brand comes to mind first? A smartphone is a wireless telephone with special non voice related features not previously associated with telephones (e.g. Wireless email, internet, web browsing). (25% complete)
Does it have to be available? If not, iPhone/Apple. Otherwise BlackBerry. Not because I have one or because I'd ever want one, just because it's been around since what seems like forever and lots of people I know have one or have had one at one time."
There's also a poll and a nifty countdown for the release of Apple's iPhone on June 29th. Check it out and take the poll (which was posted January 9, prior to Cingular's merger with AT&T):
"Did Apple Lose your iPhone Sale by Partnering with Cingular?"
As of June 16th at 3:37am the results are:
52% (4318 votes) say: "Nope. I'll be buying and signing up."
48% (3965 votes) say: "Yes. Cingular was the dealbreaker."
I of course voted against buying. I haven't decided what I'll be doing. I'm not sure if my 2-year contract is over with T-Mobile or if I still have 6 months left. We also have no way of knowing if the iPhone service rates will be affordable or not. I have a Sidekick (2nd model) and I pay $20 for UNLIMITED internet and $29.99 for [300 or 600] anytime minutes which I NEVER use up. I used to have the marked-down rate of $39.99 (from $59.99) for 1500 anytime minutes but I just didn't need them so I'm saving $120/year by dropping a ton of unused minutes. I really need that unlimited data transfer though and AT&T's data plans are outrageous and even though the iPhone doesn't use the 3G network, it wouldn't help me anyway because the places I live, work, & play don't have 3G "reception." I DRIVE THROUGH the 3G patches to get to each of the places I spend all my time in.
I read on the AT&T forums that they're speculating that AT&T has a 3-5 year exclusive contract with Apple to provide iPhone so getting it elsewhere or finding an unlocked version for an affordable price will be years down the road, probably after a different phone manufacturer has replicated iPhone features and even added a few tricks of their own, making the iPhone as laughable as Windows Vista when it initially came out. Ridicule towards Vista seems to have calmed some, people can only complain for so long before the world stops listening. Like high school gossip. It only lasts as long as it takes for the next piece of gossip to get loose. This week the gossip is iPhone. Will all those people itching to empty their wallets on the first copies be the next to be complaining to message boards all over the internet? They talk about people who "have the right tools" to unlock a phone so as to place a different mobile network SIM card in it. Who are these mysterious beings? Where are they hiding? How can I get a hold of one? And are any of them WILLING to unlock an iPhone prior to the end of AT&T's contract with Apple?
It seems like eastern Asia always has the one-up on technology like the iPhone. It's been discussed that Europe won't have access to the iPhone until the fourth quarter and with iPhones being [most likely] locked up like Fort Knox, they won't even be able to purchase one from the US and convert it. Is the US, in a rare and possibly historical event, the first to experience a sleek and stylish, top-of-the-line, highly-advanced, futuristic device???? Although I don't envy the Japanese, there's something about having an almost obsessive technologically advanced life where having a cell phone, a computer, an mp3 player of some sort, a plasma TV, Bluetooth everything, in every house and business, on street corners and in cafés just seems unreal. I personally have never seen a television that you could see from the street like you see in movies that take place in Japan, where there's a massive flat screen plastered to a building on a street corner and everything's about video games and televisions in all sorts of odd places and technology coming out the ears of every other citizen. I've never been to New York City so there could very possibly be a similar spectacle on display there but I picture a lot of poor actors and artists struggling to make it on Broadway and in all the studios and corporations that call New York home.
OMG I'm DROOLING!!! Screw the iPhone, I want a Samsung Q1 Ultra! [Man I have a MIGRANE!! Aleve always makes my headaches go away but I took two Aleve several hours ago and the very persistent headache I had has progressed into a migrane, nausea and all. Like it hurts so bad I feel dizzy and all I can think about is making it stop. I turned the lights out and dimmed the computer monitor but the television is on and pretty much any light or sound is making things worse. I took two Tylenol Extra Strength Rapid Release Gels. I've never had Tylenol work for a headache of any kind but I'm desperate. It's one of those ones where if I lay down, all the pain shifts to the part that's lowest, like my brain is brused and wherever the most weight is hurts the most. With my head up the pain is mostly at my neck and all around that area....]
I'm not sure what this is but I'm reading an article on the Wired Blog Network (linked above) called "Apple Secrecy: Good for Business?" by David Becker and it says, in regards to all of the iPhone information given out by Apple pre-launch "Palm is cited as an example of a company that can't afford to say much in advance, unless it wants a repeat of the 'Oh, how...interesting' Foleo launch." I think I need to research this Foleo thing. The article below that says "Safari for Windows Downloaded One Million Times: Good for iPhone." Article is by Charlie Sorrel. I didn't know there was a Windows version of Safari. I may have to pick up a version. I was also curious about Opera, especially how my site and other sites look in it. I downloaded Mozilla's Firefox a few months ago and discovered that the <div> attribute that's so popular right now, the "float" attribute, doesn't work in Firefox. I've always hated it so it's fine with me but if you go out and purchase a template from, say Pixelsparadise.com (for Joomla/Mambo) or TemplateMonster.com (for WordPress you're bound to find many templates using this attribute. What happened to cross-browser compatibility??? To me, "Float" is a stupid attribute but if it's what you're into, just make sure when I come to visit your site looks decent in whatever browser I choose to use that day.
Okay, migrane still POUNDING, back to the Q1. It seemed at first like the Samsung Q1 was a functional super mobile Tablet PC AND Mobile Phone. It turns out, from what I can see, the mobile phone is nothing more than a Bluetooth headset used with VoIP. It doesn't specify how the internet is obtained away from Wi-Fi Hotspots.
Some other quotes from Wired's Blog Network. They're funny guys: "Memory Makers Share iPhone Love" article by David Becker "It's not just you drooling hordes of convergence believers who are counting on the iPhone to make life bright and happy once again..." Yeah, I sure am counting on the iPhone to make life "bright and happy." Though, now that I've seen the Samsung Q1 "bright and happy" may just be aiming too low. I don't know if the auther made the image but under the title "iPhone To Be Window On Web-App World" article by Rob Beschizza, there's an image of an iPhone with "iPhowner" in big bold letters and right above it says "In five years you'll think we invented SMLHttpRequest ()." And this one...sorry, I have to post the whole thing or it looses it's umph:
"Walt Mossberg Has an iPhone"
--> By Mark McClusky June 11, 2007 | 5:43:24 PMCategories: Phones, iPhone
"Turns out that Wall Street Journal writer Walt Mossberg already has his hands on the most
anticipated gadget of all time, and is showing it off to crowds at speeches he's giving:
'I don't know whether I'll give it a good review or not," he said, noting that he will use
the phone for the next couple of weeks before writing his review. "I can already see some
things I don't like about it. I see some other things that I do like a lot about it.'
"Not that I'm jealous. Nope. Not jealous at all. Not one little bit."
Chronicle.com states Mr. Mossberg received his iPhone the morning of June 11th. I guess we can all assume he got it for free being...well, him. Life's fair isn't it? I work for an insurance agency at the moment and you bet your ass the day I can afford insurance it will be coming out of my pocket. Okay last one. In "Apple: 'Just Ahead of the Times'" by David Becker (good guy, David Becker) "Not much new in The Economist's cover profile of Apple, but they do hit the nail on the head in characterizing Jobsland as a place where innovation is prized but invention is regarded with suspicion. Invention entails lots of navel-gazing and high probabilities of fruitless toil. Innovation means using your design expertise and customer insight to make a truly useful version of something the inventor probably hopelessly screwed up in execution." Hehe
So, the Samsung Q1...I skimmed the brochure (linke above) a little more and found this info: "HIGH-SPEED, WIRELESS CONNECTIVITY ANYWHERE -- Stay on top of your digital world. With the latest high-speed wireless communications capabilities, the Q1 Ultra makes it easy to leave your home or office without ever leaving anything behind. -- INFORMATION TO-GO -- With integrated WiFi, Bluetooth and Ethernet connections, the Q1 Ultra enables high-speed communications at wireless "hot spots," at your local network or with all your Bluetooth devices. -- CONNECT ANYWHERE, ANYTIME -- With the optional HSDPA cellular data modem, the Q1 Ultra connects to the latest high speed 3.5g wireless data networks — so you can connect to the Internet or your home or business network wherever your cell phone is supported. -- BETTER INTERNET EXPERIENCE -- Take full advantage of Internet services like VoIP calling and video chat wherever you are, with the integrated video camera and special dual-array microphone. -- ON-THE-ROAD COMPANION -- Need help navigating? With the Q1 Ultra's optional GPS receiver, just plug in the receiver and follow the directions." Okay, so I don't know what all that means. I don't know what it all would cost or anything like that but it sounds like it can work just like a cell phone (smart phone specifically), desktop PC, digital video & still camera, webcam, PDA, DVD player, MP3 player or sterio (since it has built in speakers), Tablet/Notebook PC, Game Boy Advanced (or related portable video game device), Portable GPS, uh...am I missing anything? Personal digital voice recorder (i.e. tape recorder without the need for ... a TAPE). Now for the scary part. Pricing. Here's what I've found (figure I want the top-of-the- line model with all options & accessories), for the Q1U-CMV model# NP-CMV(HSDPA):
1.) Amazon.com: (Amazon doesn't sell this model, which has the 80GB Hard Drive)
2.) BestBuy.com: No luck. Back ordered or just unavailable
3.) CompUSA: No luck.
4.) Circuit City doesn't even say "out of stock." I just can't find it.
5.) CDW.com: They have several but no 80GB versions.
6.) Bhphotovideo.com: The Samsung Q1U-V Mo modem, only 800MHz as opposed to 1GHz Processor, 400MHz memory vs. 435MHz. $1,189.00 Has: Fingerprint Reader (or so they claim), Video & WebCam, 1024 Res., Vista Home Prem. IN STOCK
7.) Buy.com: Sold out or XP Mobile.
8.) Costco.com: Same as B&H specs, no fingerprint reader (?) $1,199.99
9.) Frys.com: only 32GB model.
10.) NewEgg.com: Only 1 Vista 60GB but "Q1P-F000" no video? no fingerprint reader.
11.) Almsot NO product spects but looks like Costco.com model.
12.) PCConnection.com: Same as Costco. No fingerprint reader, can't tell about video.
13.) PCMall.com: Same as Costco. No fingerprint reader. Has video. $1,249.99
14.) RCSNet.com: No system w/Vista
15.) TigerDirect.com: No luck.
That's all folks. It just doesn't exist. I found these other sites though:
16.) OnSale.com: Same as Costco. $1,199.99. No Fingerprint REader.
17.) Comp Source: No luck. Wrong models.
18.) eCost.com: only Win. XP
19.) TheNerds.net: no
20.) Insight.com: site down
21.) PCNation.com: no
Well, total order for the NP-Q1UA000/SEA (samsung Q1U-V) without any accessories, just tax and expedited shipping came to $1,321.96 at Costco.com. We'll see how long it takes to get it. I don't have much faith in costco's speediness. I wish Amazon had been a better option. They just didn't have THIS ITEM. It's very confusing when shopping for one of these. It turns out, according to ...http://origamiproject.com/forums/9/21396/ShowThread.aspx and an article on gizmodo.com the ultra-deluxe model with cell phone modem, 80GB HDD, and "authentic" fingerprint reader (the Q1U-CMV, model NP-CMV) isn't coming out until August and is being held up by AT&T -- being the "cell phone modem" service provider -- and since AT&T/Cingular just doesn't provide quality service (or ANY service for that matter) in my area at price that's even remotely affordable, it seemed hugely unnecessary to 1.) Wait for the August release date and 2.) spend the extra money on features I won't use (though I REALLY wanted that fingerprint reader). Costco.com has a laptop bundle that I REALLY WANT so if I hadn't purchased the Q1U-V I would have ended up purchasing the laptop bundle from them which would have made it impossible for me to buy the Q1U-CMV in August. I just don't think I can save enough money in that amount of time. I don't even make ANYTHING CLOSE to $2300/month! I'm really very poor but with some bonds that matured and my tax refund coming in, I had a little bit of "fun money" that was burning a hole in my pocket. I had planned to put it all towards car payments but...I'm just not good at that -- using money for the right thing and/or saving for extended periods of time especially when I LIVE on computers and the one I've been using lately is very old and really doesn't allow for even Vista Ultimate to run properly. It's impossible for me to get that Windows Aero experience I sooo wanted. Although I didn't re-research Aero requirements, I believe (from memory and product photos) that the Samsung Q1s are "premium ready" when it comes to Vista.
I heard my parents leave at about 8:45am this morning because I was still up [very quietly] researching the best place to buy accessories for my recently purchased yet to be shipped Q1U-V but I was so exausted that after puting everythihg I could reasonably afford in my Amazon.com basket I crashed in the middle of typing the parenthetical "(samsung Q1U-V)" at the top of the previous paragraph. I had planed to type out the actual closing cost but that receipt has long since been printed to XPS and forgotten. It's 2:22pm and I've eaten (I was totally starving), I've taken my vitamins, popped open another Diet Coke, and finished my accesories order with Amazon.com. (I'm not much into dropping names or prividing link-backs to sites that really don't need more linkage, but sometimes you just really have to tell someone something and you just can't help but send them directly to the site for full impact.) I purchased this cool "Flexible Keyboard" for $8.99 that's black (I'm not into flashy colors) and had some good reviews despite it's totally affordable price (you really have to take what people say in reviews into perspective, they aren't all REASONABLE people). I wish it had been Bluetooth since that would make it more portable (no cords to hassle with, I HATE cords) but the fact that I can practically roll it up and stick it in my purse or fold it in half/thirds/fourths and HOPEFULLY stick it in to portfolio case with the PC made it worth trying out. Besides, I already have a Bluetooth keyboard and mouse, they just don't travel well. Usually I don't purchase products from Amazon sellers who have even ONE negative comment (neutral is okay) because if customers aren't happy, regardless of the reason, they just aren't doing their job right. Don't ship internationally if you can't satisfy your international customers. To me, it just means that they don't care all that much about taking care of customers. Despite that, I only had one option if I wanted to purchase everything from amazon. No other sellers were offering similar keyboards IN BLACK.
Okay so I wanted to link you to the accesories I purchased but moving from my bedroom to the family room (50ft away) always causes me to lose the internet connection, which of course I NEVER remember. I've linked to most places for accessories, the Q1 Ultimate Portfolio case, the Dual Layer DVD Drive, the 8-Cell PowerBank (which I chose not to purchase today) can all be found on the Q1 Microsite by following this link, clicking "specifications" on the bottom right, and then "> Accessories" to the lower left. There you can find available optional accessories. I also want the GPS package but that can wait. I don't plan on needing directions anywhere real soon. the flexible keyboard I bought was by Power Up and can be found at Amazon.com. Just search for "flexible keyboard."
Okay, I hate to belabor the point but something is definitely causing this headache and sick feeling. I really doubt it's the 5-HTP because I only took it for the first time last night, or the Diet Coke, or even the Provigil or Dexatrim. I KNOW the Alive! isn't causing it because I've taken higher doses for a couple years now. It could be the Pantothenic Acid (though I really hope not) or I could just be stress. I'm gonna go with stress until life gets back to normal and routine. And with that, I better go down a few Pantothenic Acid supplements (despite the fact that I feel sick to my stomach) or I'll never get in the 10g I'm trying to acheive. I can't know if it works if I'm not taking 10g DAILY rather than weekly as I've been doing. I want junk food because I feel phsically sick but I know that won't help in the least bit. It will make my tastebuds happy but ... since when is that ever coupled with healthy eating?? I think I need to suffer with tasteless foods for a while so that when I go back to "healthy" foods, my tastebuds are just toally thrilled and junk food won't be on my mind anymore. I seriously feel like I'm gonna throw up...
Yeah I don't know what to do with myself. I feel like crap. My headache's coming back, I feel sick, and I want to eat but...I feel sick so food doesn't sound appealing. Regular soda doesn't even sound appealing. I think I really want my new PC to come so everything seems really boring in retrospect. Okay, I need a break from typing. It's 3:41pm.
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