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ups & downs and getting the pointe |
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| Written by Diana, on 27-06-2007 01:10 |
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Okay, so I got my Russian Pointes, Celesta, Size 37, W2, V1, HLF, Pink...but I won't really have them for 6-8 weeks. They're backordered which of course means they have to actually MAKE them before they can ship them to me. Fine. My feet are tapered so my big toe takes like all the weight when my foot slips down into the shoe. It's very painful. I can work in them for...an hour but it's very painful within just 10 or 15 minutes and I have to have AT LEAST 2 days rest so my feet can stop screaming in pain...fun right? Okay so my Q1 is getting better...I mean easier to use. I'm still digging the Sticky Notes and now that I've gotten my Bluetooth keyboard and mouse working, I can do anything on this that I can do on my laptop AND MORE, PLUS it has Aero working which of course was a big deal ... back when I bought Vista.
I have these weird ups and downs, like I'll be "up" and motivated and ... INSPIRED or something like that, I'm sitting up in bed rather than laying under the covers and then in a matter of seconds I'm down again. This is partially why I so often resort to cartoons. When cartoons are on I don't actually WATCH them so I'm focused on what I'm doing, and there isn't anything sad or "thoughtful" or anger-causing in cartoons. They're just stupid and mindless and bring me down much less often.
I want to go work out but it's so much effort and there's no place in my room where I can workout without a mirror behind me. I don't want to look at myself in any which way. Maybe I'll turn on those pointe videos to see if they're at all interesting enough to try, even though my shoes hurt...maybe I'll even sew some ribbons, but oh...no, that "doom" feeling came over me at just the thought of doing that so maybe some other time.
Last update: 27-06-2007 01:10
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