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| Written by Diana, on 24-07-2007 19:18 |
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minute made frozen lemonade (1)
trader's caesar (all the dressing)
minute made frozen.. (1)
0.84lb watermelon
smartwater (33.8 fl oz)
when my sister left for lunch today i was alone at the office and i totally freaked out. i called my dad who told me to come home but i called my sister and she was on her way back. i was in tears by this point and called my therapist who said she was expecting to get a call from me every day this week because of everything yesterday. i had already taken a klonopin when my sister first left but i was shaking really bad so when my sister got back i hung up with my therapist and took another half a klonopin. it's sort of a subconscious fear too because i wasn't feeling unsafe at the office and really had no reason to but it was all i could do to keep my head on straight. i had to leave at 5:00pm when my sister left because i was not going to be alone there again. when i'm at home, there's nothing to do because i don't have my computer and i can't just sit and watch TV. i don't know how people do it. i have to be doing something else while watching TV. i could turn it off and read harry potter but i can't focus if i hear other noises like my parents wandering about the house, the neighbors out in the yard, cars driving past, so i have to wait until everyone's gone to bed. i brought work home but that will prove difficult to complete. my lizard is dying to get out but i just want to crawl into bed. i don't want to run around with him especially since my parents are lying down in separate rooms, probably not sleeping but i prefer to stay in my room if i think they're trying to sleep.
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0.92lb watermelon
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