| Written by Diana, on 17-09-2007 22:26 |
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I wanted to watch this show, "Truth About Food: How to be Slim" because the description said "Filling foods; dairy products may reduce calorie absorption; soup in the frame of a diet." and it didn't show that it would be on again in the available line-up. Well, I turn it on and it's called "How to Be Sexy" and talks about food in that sense. That sucks, I was taping it on Tivo and everything because I thought it was on the same time as Weeds but it wasn't and it's bad anyway. For some reason my mother is driving me nuts. It's like that "I wish she'd just stop speaking" feeling. I wish I had gone to the store today. I want some real food. This food show says women should eat loads of dairy (calcium) and oily fish (vitamin d) and men should have loads of fresh fruits to combat free radicals. I don't eat fish and I avoid dairy at all costs because it's not the "lightest" food. I would definitely gain weight. I'd much prefer the fresh fruit. Fruit is one of the few healthy foods I find edible. I'll eat yogurt on occasion but it has a ton more calories than fruit even if it's fat free, which is the only kind of yogurt I'll buy. I don't drink or cook with milk unless something I want can't be made without it and then I use organic skim milk. The only cheese I'm [just barely] willing to eat is the kind on the Lean Cuisine Four Cheese Pizza or in the Healthy Choice Tomato, Basil & Mozzarella Panini.
If you haven't seen Weeds yet this week, don't read this paragraph. Mary Kate is on Weeds right now. She looks just as ratty as in real life. I thought they could have maybe done her hair or something. She's very skinny but the whole religious thing fits her. I see this as how she really could be. Oh she's a slut too. Her character's a little over the top. Well, it was an okay episode despite Mary Kate's very unpleasant character and somewhat annoying acting. I can't believe Marvin killed U-Turn (yay, I never liked him) so maybe the show will be better, hopefully. It was kind of an odd thing though, like Marvin said he had high blood pressure and the whole time U-Turn was shaking his head staring at Nancy like he was trying to say Marvin was lying and not to leave but then what actually happened to U-Turn? Why did he collapse like that? Am I missing something? "..We'll watch bikini chicks eat crickets...you kids today and your reading.." lol.
I watched Dexter last Friday (?) and it was pretty good. It was the first time I'd seen it and it was definitely weird. I'm still not too much into watching weekly television shows. I hate being confined to a schedule by TV. Californication was good tonight. I think they should be together, they're cute together. I hate Bill. He's so not cute or funny or anything. I don't like the whole thing with Hank's agent and his secretary though. Now his wife is on the show and it's all a bit annoying to watch. It's definitely "late night Showtime" and for mature audiences only. I'd much rather watch a house wife trying to be a drug dealer than sex scenes every five minutes. David Duchovny is pretty darn cute though.
I want to design a site. I have awesome graphics but I just can't do it. My main computer doesn't have Fireworks but all my others do, and I can't find my Fireworks CD. I have Photoshop but I don't like it. It doesn't do what I want, EVER. It's like working in Flash and all I want is to edit some pictures and create custom gradients quickly and easily. There are too many presets in Photoshop so when I want to do something I have to figure out how to make all the presets do what I want and I hate that. I'd rather take a paint brush and draw my own effects pixel by pixel. It's much more efficient that way, for me anyway. I want food! but I've already had a "big" lunch and a "big" dinner. I want to know what size jeans MK wears. They look like a 00 or slim fit skinny size 00 jeans. That's not fair. They're even baggy on her. That's so unfair... She smokes which I would never do but...I'm like not busy enough to not focus on food all the time. I'm not even busy to where I have something to do when I'm not hungry. That's what's important. If I'm hungry I need to be able to eat but be uninterested enough to only eat what I need and then stop, and then to not eat when I'm not hungry. It sounds simple but it's really about the hardest thing I have to deal with that isn't voluntary at this point. My head says eat so I have no choice but to eat. Leaving my house is obviously as bad if not worse an issue but if I have to go somewhere, I or someone else can usually make it so, no matter how much mental torment it causes me.
My head hurts really bad all of a sudden and the cat's wining in my ear. Okay, lights out and then I'll play some games. I think the lights are making it worse too. I have to sit all day at work in a dark room looking into a very bright front glass door. It hurts my eyes and my sister gets blinds she can close whenever it gets bright. I just get to deal with it. I think it's been causing my headaches. I'm sick of watching Discovery Health, I need some mindless humor or something.
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