| Written by Diana, on 24-06-2006 23:57 |
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I am in a constant state of nervous panic. Paralyzing panic. I can't distract myself from it and it makes me not want to do anything but sleep until it's gone. Though it won't be gone until after Monday (I'll write about that later) then after my interview Thursday, and then probably not until after I'm back to having a steady income. I'm not sure how much my mother can pay me but as long as my bills are paid, things should be okay. Gas will go way down since her office is 5 minutes away, I of course will have my cell phone, my car, my web hosting because I'm hoping West Village Design will get up and running and bring some more money in. Then of course food, it's my greatest monthly expense. Probably because I don't buy cheap things, organic & gourmet, otherwise I probably won't like it. It's funny because I hate food so much, I'd prefer to spend $0.00 on food. I only drink bottled water, eat organic vegetables, and I don't cook so I buy from the freshly prepared foods section pretty often. It's like going out to dinner every night. A zone bar for breakfast & lunch, salon/professional shampoo & conditioner. I need to learn to buy cheaply. Even my lizard eats organic cauliflower. I'm going out tomorrow with my sister to buy new black shoes for my interview, I don't have any cute close-toed heels that aren't ancient. I tested out the new Windows Vista on my laptop. It's really cool. I was really disappointed with Windows XP when it came out but Windows Vista is going to be nice. The screen savers are awsome, there are new games, and the whole look and feel has greatly improved. It's what I picture the Mac OS being like. I would never buy Mac but I hear it's hugely user friendly. Not that I need user friendly but it's nice when I don't feel like "managing" my computers that there's actually something out there making it so I don't have to. Well, I had Van De Kamp's doughnuts for dinner. I think I'll have another. I wish food wasn't a necessity...
Last update: 24-06-2006 23:57
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