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| Written by Diana, on 23-06-2006 07:25 |
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Wow I couldn't get back to sleep. I've done some research and I'm pretty sure I've developed a stomach ulcer. My stomach hurts like someone's poking me with needles, and it's like all the time. I have an interview Thursday. It's sort of doing word processing (mail merge, database management, mailings, etc.) for a real estate agency in Pasadena. It's a computer job like I wanted originally and couldn't find, and it would be my own business, contract work, so the harder I worked the more I would get paid. Not like now where the harder I work, the more I want to run screaming from that place. Everyone gets paid more than me for not working hard, sleeping, socializing, etc. If I don't get this job I've got to go part time, the drive is killing me. It was over three hours round trip on Monday. The freeway was like a parking lot. The one in Pasadena is on my own time, about 15-20 minutes from my house, and about 5 minutes from where I want to get an apartment. I'm so afraid I won't get it. I figure if I don't, I can work on maybe marketing myself as doing word processing and see if I can get work from other real estate agencies but that seems like it would be hard. I don't have time to study for my real estate license. I get home so late and now with my stomach hurting all the time, it's just impossible to sit down for an hour or two and read through a chapter. I've lost interest in sitting down and doing anything I enjoy doing because my body always hurts from being so stressed all day, everything aches. It's uncomfortable to sit at the computer for any length of time. I'm lucky I take the time to read my email once a day. I'm getting all of these total obnoxious spam emails from personalized-hosting.com accounts. I block just about every email I get from those addresses. I got 124 emails last night and they were all spam from those email accounts. My tNpAG submission form is also causing me to get spam I can't block, just in case I get a real submission. It's ridiculous. I need to add some sort of security to the form so I won't get crap anymore. It used to be that Dragon-Ears submission form that gave me spam but they seem to have moved on from that. Okay into bed. I don't feel like getting ready for work yet...
Last update: 23-06-2006 07:25
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