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the days of lovely frail starving girls |
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| Written by Diana, on 02-06-2005 23:56 |
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What happened to the days of lovely frail starving girls, times when worth was measured by the lack of figure, rather than by sharpness of mind? was it the woman's fight to be considered a man's equal what changed things? my toes are blue, or more of a pale lavender. food is over-rated. food is my devil. I sacrafice food for peace of mind every day. I'm probably getting 1300 tops these days. Today was two Zone bars (420 cals) plus ten grapes (45 cals) and five small italian dinner rolls (the reason for my pass on dinner). the total for the day frightens me. I'm going to try to get 9 hours of sleep tonight because I'm still exhausted after 8 hours. It's so difficult to get up in the morning, every morning. My two alarm clocks go off for 1hr 45 minutes before I ever get up. I used to sleep 2 hours and get up fine. I was exhausted all day but I could get out of bed on time. I need to exercise though, just for a little bit. My stomach needs so much work, and my legs, and the back of my arms...I have a headache.
Last update: 02-06-2005 23:56
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