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| Written by Diana, on 14-05-2005 01:25 |
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I am thoroughly disgusted with the simple fact that skin has sensation, that the body "remembers." I don't want to eat anymore. I hate having to work so hard to stay at a weight I'm not happy with. When I was hovering somewhere under 100 I was more comfortable. I was comforted by the shadowy places in my face, parts no longer in excess. You lose sensation, or maybe you just lose the brain power to process feeling. Either way, it's more difficult to "remember" things, all those things that got you here in the first place. My body even punishes me just for crushing on a guy, it remembers things my mind never could. It will always hold me down; I'm not sure I'll ever get back up.
Last update: 14-05-2005 01:25
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