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| one of my ornamental goldfish died today |
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While I wait for sleep to hit, one of my ornamental goldfish died today. I knew this morning that he wouldn't make it. I held him upright in the water and tried to get water through his gills for about 10 minutes until I realized it wasn't doing anything for him. I knew when I got home I wouldn't find him suddenly revived but I saw him and just lost it. I want to burry him on the hillside but it's seeming a little ridiculous. I had trouble putting him out to be thrown away like garbage. I haven't eaten much of anything since Tuesday. Maybe 350 or 400 calories. A quarter of a small loaf of bread (200 cals) 20-30 grapes (90-135 cals), a few bites of watermelon tonight because with cleaning out the fish tank for the remaining fish and three caffeine pills at 8pm, i had spent every last bit of energy left in me. I didn't even have anything left to cry. I'd get all choked up but there wouldn't be any energy left for it to go further so it'd fizzle out completely. I considered food many times today but it never seemed safe enough for me to pick up anything that wasn't thoroughly planned out. and now i've lost the energy to say anything else so i'm going to bed. what the hell am i going to do tomorrow? Last update: 25-02-2005 01:29
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