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i just want to sleep and stay asleep |
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| Written by Diana, on 28-11-2004 21:46 |
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Wanting to cut is becoming a nightly routine for me. I want to cut so I find something to distract myself which makes me get on my bike later and go to bed later. I hate being tired all day at work but I have to do my exercises to keep my head on straight the next day. I got a little done today which is more than usual, but not as much as I'd like. Christmas will be here in just a few weeks and my sister's present is really taking me a lot of time and effort. At work we got roped into a Secret Santa thing which means I'll have to do more shopping next weekend once I find out who I've got and what they want. I won't find out until the end of the week though. It's a $25 minimum which I think is ridiculous since I don't work with any of these people, nor does my co-worker, and this is a billing department thing. We're not part of the billing department. I hate the holidays as it is and on top of it we're exchanging gifts the Thursday before Christmas at a 6pm party after work (in one of the conference rooms) which means I'll have to work extra long hours to make up for that being a really short day. I usually work until 8pm and on Thursdays I have 3 hours less time to work because I see my therapist at 4pm. So, I'll have to make up 5 hours in three days, which means three ten hour days. Urgh! I hate the holidays! My mother's really crabby and hasn't paid me back for my therapy, she's now four weeks behind in paying me back and I know if I ask she'll yell at me about it. But she's the one who's pushing to buy me all this stuff for christmas that I don't really need. what I need is for her to pay for my meds like she said she would (which is another thing she never paid me back for) and to just keep up on paying me back for therapy. I always have to ask her for it which I hate. I just want to sleep and stay asleep and not have to see anybody ever.
Last update: 28-11-2004 21:46
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