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| Written by Diana, on 16-11-2004 00:02 |
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Well, I'm obviously not going to get to bed by midnight. I haven't even gotten on my bike yet. PrecisionRx charged my card twice for my prescriptions totaling over $300.00 and now they won't call me back about it. I did this through Blue Cross rather than having to drive down to the pharmacy (which I NEVER do) and three months worth was supposed to cost the same as two months worth. However, now I've been charged twice, so three months is costing me the price of FOUR months of medication. I hate insurance companies! I've already called them several times about claims and returning their calls to get this mail order thing set up. Do they not know that I'm already over the edge?? That's why I have to deal with them so often in the first place! I have so much to do and only about 3-4 hours a day in which to do it all (including exercise two hours, eat, get ready for bed, etc.) And now I'm not even sure my mother's going to pay for my prescriptions like she has been. They never give me warning, I just do something I've always done (like buy my prescriptions) and then my mother says "oh, we're not going to pay for it this time" after I've already bought them. It's not like I can do without them and it's not like I can return them, but they said they'd pay for all this stuff until I was 25. I still have a couple years left and even then they SAID they'd slowly pay less until I was paying for it on my own. they SAID they wouldn't do this to me. They used to pay all my sister's debts and now my mother won't buy me a sweater when mine have holes in them from ware. I wish I could call my dad about it but I'm afraid he's going to tell me something my mother told him to say or else say he has to talk to her first. He used to be the one who I'd have to say "no thanks dad, i don't need that" or "I already have one, I don't need another" because he would just want me to have everything. We'd go out for things that I really needed and because my mother wasn't around he'd let me get whatever I wanted and even say "don't you need one of these?" Odds are I didn't but it meant enough that he asked if I did. There were never punishments for accepting what was offered to me. With my mother, I always pay for it later in other ways. She buys me something so that I'll have to do something for her later. That's how she gives. And I totally resent her for it. so much so that I don't even want anything for christmas, I haven't for years. everyone keeps asking me what I want for christmas, they don't get that I don't want anything. I know what happens when I accept a gift. Nothing ever good comes of it and I'd rather not owe anyone for giving it to me. that's not what gifts are for. gifts are for putting a smile on someone's face who hasn't smiled in a while, or making someone feel warm inside. if you're giving a gift to get something back, or in thinking that you deserve a gift too, then you're just not giving for the right reason. and you and my mother can go to hell.
Last update: 16-11-2004 00:02
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