Updates: Media (lyrics) has a new layout. I could never figure out how to lay it out, but it's easier to navigate now. I'm still working on a better duplicate Mamblog mod. I'm trying to make submittions easier but the poetry form died for some reason. Quizzes are also on their way from the old site. Joomla content isn't very code friendly so I'm having to rewrite old code. You can still click on News > AH v21 > Screen if you wish to use the quizzes.
I just went to look at an apartment, it was really cute but in different ways it wasn't. It's horrible and my mother won't stop telling me all the ways in which it was horrible. All I can think is getting out of here and not having to feel. I'm not sure if it's the stress of being at this place I wanted to live or didn't want to live, or if this is how I am but although I want to cry or scream or something I'm just lost in my head right now but my head's full of that snow. When the guy from last week had his hands all over me I didn't feel anything. I don't want to go to sleep or stay awake, I don't really want to be right now. I start training someone tomorrow at work and I'm afraid I'm not going to appear as innocently happy as I wanted. I'm angry about work and "office politics" crap and my sister came over to shower before Oktoberfest and wandered around with a beer in her hand shouting weird excited words my way about movies and boyfirends and clothes which I pretended I was hearing. My mother's watching TV shows that make her cry and my father put my "line dry" clothes in the dryer and has now retreated to the livingroom to play depressing music on his guitar. I feel dirty. I wish I could shower before I go to bed.
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