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| Written by Diana, on 09-11-2003 00:53 |
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Is it a bad thing that I wish the world would come to an end a day and half before I'm supposed to start my new job? I'm so worried that I'm going to be bored, or tired all day. I spent the past two days yawning every five seconds. I believe there's too much work to be idle but I have a feeling the initial training will be trying. I'm not sure when I'm going to be able to see my therapist since I'm working around my supervisor's schedule during training. I still can't decide between my brown pants and red sweater or my gray skirt and black sweater for my first day. I have to figure out what to eat for lunch and how I'm going to get it there and keep it cold if necessary. I'm used to sitting at home with the TV on, doing my work on my computer. Breaking whenever I need to. Being ALONE. Now I'm going to be sitting at a desk and a computer I'm not familiar with, around people I don't know. I hope the day goes by as fast as they said it would. Apparently there's so much work, there's no time to sit down and ask "Is it time to leave yet?" which is a good thing. Having money will also be good. I've chosen to stop drinking soda so I'm trying to stay awake on Energy VitaminWater and the small amount of ginseng that's in it. I just may have to carry my NoDoz along with me for a while until I figure out how to make some fun out of my job. This is the job I could be at the rest of my life, it's that promising. I just need to remember that next week. I have to meet everyone Monday and probably do other first-day tasks. I have to figure out the time card thing when I get there Monday morning. I didn't sleep last night, I think because of Monday being so close, it's causing me not to sleep. I can't stop worrying. I'm excited, yet at the same time I'm scared to death, I feel like tomorrow's the last day before I walk to my doom. I just wish the world would end before 8AM Monday morning.
Last update: 09-11-2003 00:53
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