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| Written by Diana, on 23-04-2003 22:20 |
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So...I'm not crying anymore. I can't even believe I was crying so much. I'm taking a new med three times a day. It makes me all...level. It's weird. I'm not sure I like being...level. I can fake laugh and fake smile so much easier. My mother's out watching some thing on the Central Park Jogger, she thinks I want to hear the details, TALK about it. She doesn't get it. She doesn't GET ANYTHING. She was talking to me last night about some thing on E! about Richard Simmons like it would help me to know that she KNEW what I was going through, she's SYMPATHETIC. She UNDERSTANDS. ... Maybe life's just an illusion, and WE KNOW, WE KNOW that it's not real. That it's not worth all the hassle. Maybe it WOULD be best to just be alone. I enjoy the people I know online. And when things don't go right, when I get screwed, whatever they're a machine. They're not real. If I'm tired of talking I can leave. They can't make me feel bad, afterall they're not real.
Last update: 23-04-2003 22:20
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