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i'd be better off eating worms |
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| Written by Diana, on 26-06-2002 03:01 |
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It seems to me whenever my life becomes acceptable, when my living situation starts deserving credit for my emotional stability, when those close to me stop trying fix everything and start listening to me, learning from my mistakes, something or someone goes and screws it up. It's not that I want it to happen or that I'm making my life out to be this horrible thing, it's just a fact. And it's starting to break my spirit. There was, many years ago, locked away in a memory so far gone, a sense of order in my life. These days even a minor upset, a stone in my shoe and suddenly I'd be better off eating worms. It's never enough, nothing's ever enough to put my mind at ease, to allow me to rest for even a moment. I must always be watching, because god forbid I allow even one second to pass me by.
Last update: 26-06-2002 03:01
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