| Written by Diana, on 27-05-2002 23:00 |
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Breakfast: Boysenberry yogurt. How is it that i can eat nothing at home or my meal plan but not lose weight but three days here eating a little or nothing and I lose weight, rapidly. And I'm not exercising like I do at home. It just baffles me. It's 8:00am and my roommate's still asleep. She's gonna miss breakfast if she doesn't get up soon. This place isn't all bad. Once I got to use my makeup. I'm perfectly comfortable not blow-drying and curling my hair. It's even at bit softer this way. It's wavy, but softer and the waves don't look like total crap like they used to so all is well. the lithium is giving me side effects though. my joints are stiff and my mouth is dry and my eyes are being weird. I don't want to go on the neurontin because I slept last night, got up at 6:00am refreshed. Though they woke me up then for a blood test then I just stayed up. I'm feeling a bit tired at the moment though and it's almost an hour until the first group. I just went for a walk and my whole body hurts. I feel like i need to walk for another hour to get it to go away. I also need some caffeine but it seems to react with the lithium and makes my joints even worse...oh well. Lunch: half a hot dog and a fruit bowl (they were barbequing for Memorial Day) Dinner: small bowl of pasta primavera. Then this woman and I went looking for the OA meeting but no one showed up. I'll try again tomorrow evening. My mother called my cell today after promising she wouldn't call. She was okay, asked me if I was eating for the first time ever.
I don't ever want to get old. All the old ladies here are seriously crazy or else they're as close as you can get to being a vegetable as possible and still be able to function. I don't ever want to be that old. I hope my therapist doesn't come tomorrow evening but Wednesday instead because i want to go to OA and then tell her I went after the fact. I wish there was something going on right now, besides the movie, I'm bored as hell.
Location: Las Encinas Hospital (again)
Last update: 27-05-2002 23:00
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