| Written by Diana, on 30-04-2002 10:12 |
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only under very special circumstances, or duress, will i eat in front of people. because that's like saying "i'm not as strong as i say i am, I DO have to eat once in a while." and i feel like i'm stuffing my face even though i'm eating one fat-free saltine cracker so everyone else must think that as well. sitting in my car today before class there were two girls talking at their car on the other side of the row, and since i could see them in my rear-view mirror and my right side mirror, i'm thinking they can see me and they're watching me stuff my face with one lonely fat-free saltine cracker. furthermore, they see me stuff my face and they point and mock me, "ewe, look at what she's eating, it's so gross and fattening," and then on to body image which only leads to other torturous topics, so I watch these girls, I mean I really WATCH them and when I'm sure they can't see me by how they're standing, not even out of the corner of their eye, then FINALLY i take that fated bite. and although it took me ten minutes to eat that one and by this time i'm no longer hungry, I believe what they say, that it gets easier. and to think, this is a step up from my earlier attempts at public food consumption..
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