| Written by Diana, on 09-04-1999 23:00 |
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I thought you were a healer, a friend, a mother
I thought that you and your significant other
were supposed to help me in my time of need,
help me to realize inside I had been freed
freed from the anger and hatred I held
inside me that was securely weld
to my heart and soul; it tightly grasped
onto the emptiness that was clasped
like a choker around my neck
inside I was an emotional wreck
no thanks to you
I found my way through
no thanks to you I am still here today
I thought of leaving almost every day
I thought of this town, one of impossible dreams
and I found myself in a play where I was the queen
the queen of hearts, though mine was broken,
I had hoped to receive one as a token
of your love and affection, though it is true
I was never able to say, "I love you"
It became a joke that I would not hug you
you found it humorous; you didn't have a clue
a hug means comfort, love and affection;
empathy was your strongest affliction
for you know not what comfort to give
nor how I feared I would always live
alone and in fear
of never having someone near
though I always hoped that you would be the one
who would finally come and carry the sun
back into my world of darkness and fear
and that you would always be near
Last update: 09-04-1999 23:00
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