Updates: Media (lyrics) has a new layout. I could never figure out how to lay it out, but it's easier to navigate now. I'm still working on a better duplicate Mamblog mod. I'm trying to make submittions easier but the poetry form died for some reason. Quizzes are also on their way from the old site. Joomla content isn't very code friendly so I'm having to rewrite old code. You can still click on News > AH v21 > Screen if you wish to use the quizzes.
emptiness fills my heart
i know not where to make my start
my mind is clouded with words to say
they must be perfect in every way
i fear my words will cause me pain
i fear i will never speak again
the angry thoughts that fill my heart
are almost tearing me apart
i worry like there is no end
i know not what i must defend
nor why these thoughts invade my mind
which make it harder and harder to find
a hole to crawl inside and hide
i fear my conscious thoughts have lied
to me, i fear the blood inside
is rising like a surging tide
i must allow a place to drain
or anxiety will come to reign
but if i find a place to hide
and act like i have never lied
and pray to God above each night
and act like everything's all right
and laugh at every joke they make
and fake an endless life connection
then i will achieve "perfection."
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