| Written by Diana, on 27-08-2002 13:27 |
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27 minutes angered, pressing, hollowed out silence.
29. I'm really not worth shit am I? I was just being dramatic before to get my point across but now...I'm not so sure.
31. Screw the "lunch" I planned to eat, I just don't care anymore.
33. Fuck it all, life...didn't seem that promising anyhow.
38. "Just one more minute please." Sure, take your time.
39. I'm fine. Really.
40. I enjoy this idle time.
41. Gives me time to think, to ponder life's inadequacies.
42. Life's...span.
43. Its usefulness.
44. Or lack thereof.
45 minutes lost to say goodbye.
46. To grieve.
47. They're probably standing back and laughing at my worthlessness.
48. My stupidity.
49 minutes of my time. They're testing me.
50. Trying to make me crack, lose control.
51. But worthlessness aside, there's really no place to hide.
(during a 6-month stay in partial at Las Encinals Hospital)
Last update: 27-08-2002 13:27
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