| Written by Diana, on 21-08-2001 20:00 |
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I've had an epiphany--or at least it seemed that great of a thought...(just the religion portion)
Religion and the such don't seem so far fetched to me for some reason. Just a snap of the fingers and BAM!! Now i say a few hail mary's before bedtime to rid myself of any lingering guilt for wrongs committed while in your absence. the only sins i still commit are those which keep me on my feet so to speak. while in reality i use all my strength to keep from blacking out as i rise from my seat. such irony. i will NOT be fed intravenously or through my nose--i have my pride you know...Remuda Ranch is too far away and will conflict with my ultimate goals. total annihilation is not, as you may think, one of them. i have no unsightly piercings, no tattoos or jet-black hair. i am a blonde-haired blue-eyed beauty queen who, in a class of 50 students possesses a certain amount of control over the expectations of others--making them think i am actually genius material. i am no such thing. though i did graduate high school with honors, a mere formality, i managed to pull off failing grades in all five college courses my second semester at Occidental. three weeks after withdrawing from them, i surrendered tired-eyed and gray-faced to my psychiatric hospital of choice, weighing a monumental 110lbs--an act i mysteriously desire to share with the world. pride is the only thought that comes to mind at the present moment in time. do i appear snobbish to you all? or simply quiet as a deaf mute? i of course prefer the former over the latter, don't ask me why.
Last update: 21-08-2001 20:00
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