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now i see--you're afraid of me |
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| Written by Diana, on 24-09-2001 19:57 |
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i'm so fucking hot but what's a girl to do? show off her lies to the world like standing in a spotlight? these crimson razor cuts across my wrists...folding in upon themselves after the parting of the red sea. i wish the pain and punishment were not such a burden on me. can't you see? it's time now for me to make a plea with you--what intimate details do you know and which do you wish for me to show? do you think i'm telling lies? staring into your eyes, i'm mocking you, it is true. tell me what you wish to know--i do not take hinting lightly. you must demand to know the truth, or else i will not share it though i plead with you silently to take my arm and ask until you're blue why i have kept such secrets from you. you deserve to know the truth. why don't you see it? i have two, count 'em two people which i must answer to. the rest don't care if i live or die--i ask you why is this true? am i such a burden to the world that my life must unfold like a popup book in front of you? secrets jumping out like words upon the page. as you take a frightened step away from me, now i see--you're afraid of me and all that i'm capable of. looking up to god above you will find no answers there. for i am an unbeliever and i laugh at you. they call me crazy yet i do not talk to a man in the sky, this is why i have such tendencies for questioning time. sometimes i cannot tell a dream from reality, sometimes i cannot trust me. why can't you see that i'm hurting inside? i feel the tide of guilt washing over me. though i guess you didn't take the time to set me free.
Last update: 24-09-2001 19:57
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