| Written by Diana, on 01-10-2001 19:41 |
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sometimes this emptiness inside me seems to burn. i don't know, maybe it's just me, but this tiny world i live in feels so foreign to me. i no longer feel as though i belong here. i'm being forced to do things against my will...but i'm afraid to say no. it scares me when people say i'm not trying hard enough--especially when they don't know what i'm going through. it's like my father telling me, "i could have jumped that jump" even though it was four-foot-six and he'd never jumped a jump in his life. aren't families great? kicking you when you're down and tripping you when you're up. jim asked me to show him some stuff on his computer today, though he was a little slow on the uptake. i was starting to get bored and...like i get. i'm getting eyed by some wandering asians who think they're better than me. oh they're soo dreaming. the girl in jim's office asked me if boomer made the scrapes on my right arm--no...but i wish.
Last update: 01-10-2001 19:41
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