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2001
Words, October 2001
tongue tied and disbelieving | tongue tied and disbelieving |
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where else can i write? if i write to the group, then i'm afraid someone's going to share it with chaos. if I write in my website journal or my livejournal then my parents will go through it. if I write in a paper journal and keep it in my room, then my mother will find that also...what does that leave? Nothing. I went into the computer's internet history to delete the pages I had been to today. I found my site and my livejournal had been accessed over 13 times each. AOL searches were done to find these pages. Then my mother told me she just clicked on a link but didn't look at it...i found trails of her and my father searching through and looking at every site I have ever owned to find out my domain. And I just paid for it a month ago. I can't get rid of it and now I can't even use it. I automatically went to my father's favorites to see if he had saved my site there, and I found one of my ODP categories there with a link to my profile. He doesn't know yet. I wanted so badly *takes a deep breath to keep from crying* to have dinner with him before he left for a week and a half...i'd move out today if I had the resources. I would have moved out a year ago if I had the resources...but I don't My mother broke a huge promise and then lied to me about it. So anyhow, I drove home from Santa Barbara three hours after arriving. I didn't tell my sister what happened and no one called her to let her know I was coming home...so she's clueless. I think. I hope. Last update: 02-10-2001 21:30
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