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30 minutes of remembering...stuff |
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| Written by Diana, on 05-11-2001 21:15 |
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I love that feeling when I drink something cold and I can feel it go all the way down. That proves i'm empty inside. It's a great feeling. My f*ing mother keeps begging me to taste her damn chicken. doesn't she know what vegan means? I always used to think she was the one person who would stand up for me...i guess not. what is it with being vegan or vegetarian that's so terrible? can't they just accept it? well, i wasn't going to go to class today but I decided to and when I got there, I found out it had been canceled! I was so happy, a little bummed because i had gone through so much to actually get there: dragging myself out of bed, glaring at myself in the mirror for looking the way i do, a horrible panic attack, a discussion with my mother about it, 30minutes of remembering...stuff and almost wanting to cry. Now i'm here. Oh this is SOOO much better. Ugh. I've been eating rice cakes yesterday and today but they're making me sick. Like i didn't used to live on them. It's weird. I did i used to live on rice cakes, rice, and pepsi...then just pepsi. Until it all went to hell. I hate that day, they day it all ended. Everything was downhill for me until that day. I'll never forgive myself for giving in.
Last update: 05-11-2001 21:15
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