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| Written by Diana, on 02-01-2002 01:24 |
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I just read through the contract thingy again for this SAD group. i'm starting to worry. it's sounding strict. i guess the difference here as opposed to the other groups i've been in is one, everyone WANTS to be here--they're there of their own free will, and second, we all have the same general problems (though the other problems may or may not be similar meaning my cutting for example. it's possible i'm the only one who does it.) I'm partially worried about my meeting thursday and partially "excited." By that i mean i'm getting a little antsy and feeling (irrationally) that it's going to solve my problems. I don't even really think or...comprehend the work i'll have to put into this, how hard this will all be. i mean i KNOW but it'll probably be another two weeks or so before it kicks in. I frantically cleaned my room today. it made me fell a little better. i didn't take my meds this evening. i wasn't in the mood. this whole winter break thing is really weighing me down. my birthday's in 5 days and i don't have any plans yet to be away from home. i won't even get my b-day presents. they were the upgrades for my computer which is currently in the hateful hands that dropped it. oh i guess i'll read and go to sleep. my book's getting hard though because they're talking about residential treatment. it used to just be this eye-rolling in-one-ear-and-out-the-other kinda thing...not anymore, not since I became the one they roll their eyes at.
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