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| i gave up my life |
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This group is putting me in a severe depression. This is going to be a very difficult decision because my depression always comes first. It's been a long time since I thought about...never mind. I feel like I gave up my life when I left Occidental. I worked so hard to get there. I pushed myself every single day to get in there. One day of weakness, of wanting someone else to be right, to make the decisions for a change, and it's all gone. Now I hate myself always and forever because of it. I can't believe, I NEVER will believe that I did the right thing by throwing away my future for the remote possibility that I would reach...normalcy. I'll never again get the chance at the amazing education I would have gotten there. It was gone the day I registered at PCC. It's gone...FOREVER. Last update: 21-12-2006 02:47
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