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Words 2002 Words, January 2002 my damn knee and group | my damn knee and group |
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my whole body seems to just ache after group. everything hurts and besides a headache i end up with my knee in so much pain after sitting for 2 hrs. i mean i can handle the pain, it's what i do best but it distracts me completely if i'm not enjoying the situation otherwise. i've sat through many hours of class with my knee absolutely killing me but in most cases of two or more hours of class, i'm enjoying myself and my knee can wait. i'm starting to worry after today that to explain myself, i'll have to share things i really would rather not have them know. the guy who leads group asked us all if we would be willing to go get something to eat with one or more group members. of 7 people i was the only one opposed to the idea and i couldn't explain myself. i know keeping all these secrets is just going to make group harder but i have this awful feeling about letting them know. even the guy who runs group doesn't really know unless my t told him but i seriously doubt that. i mean neither of us have brought anything up except SP in the few times we've talked and i just don't feel he's someone i want knowing. i mean it'd probably make my life easier in the long run for him to know about the "food" situation but how do I bring something like that up? he said I could e-mail him but do I just open with "I have an eating disorder"?? I mean it's just making for a very worrisome afterthought. Last update: 21-12-2006 02:50
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