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i felt like my heart stopped |
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| Written by Diana, on 22-01-2001 16:08 |
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i went and picked up my horse's blankets today. i felt like my heart stopped when i drove in. my trainer said "hi" to me, just like that. i said "hi cyndi" and she never said another word to me much less looked my way. on the other hand the assistant trainer said HI [BELA]!! HOW ARE YOU?? He's my favorite by far. anyhow, i walked down to see if any of the english speaking grooms were around. luckily the head groom (who may have grown up speaking english and is about 22 or 23) was eating lunch so i said i just came for my blankets and i felt bad because he said he put them in one of the lockers by the next barn over which is a bit of a walk. so he put down his lunch and left. i sat on the benches by the arena, no one spoke to me, and as the groom was walking back up the path my trainer asked him if he knew where my blankets were and he said "in my hands"...i'm afraid he thought i went to her...don't ask me why. anyhow i said "thank you so much and i guess i'll see you later" or something to that effect. then he said "come back and visit every now and then" or, again, something to that effect and i walked away. this time for good, thinking he is my favorite person at the barn, the kindest. then i came home and ordered a pizza and breadsticks and ate it all with the exception of three slices of pizza...alone. then my mother and i talked and laughed together like two "normal" human beings. i'm completely caught up in my calculus 2 class...and everything's...okay.
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