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| Written by Diana, on 31-12-2006 06:34 |
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I'm not sure whether to sleep because I'm tired and...sad or upset or something, or stay up and exercise half-heartedly because I don't have much energy and aren't really wanting to function but I'm FAT and I can't stop eating. Last night after buying, and later ingesting, like a 1 lb. bag of red vines I went out and had Baja Fresh, and then a couple of apples and a couple of sodas.
Today I had an apple and my damn mother buys me food without asking me if I want it, how much of an idiot can she be. She must really not care. Let's watch her get FAT, she's better if she's FAT. My dad keeps buying chips and I keep eating them. He bought me SALSA on friday so I could eat more chips. They buy me soda all the time without asking [warning] me. It makes me SO ANGRY!!!!!!!! I wrote them a note, since it's 5AM and I won't be awake when they wake up, that said to ask first "It's very important. That goes for Pizza, soda, (underlined 3 times) sals, fruit, etc." I added in fruit because I really wanted to say anything with calories because it's okay if they buy water as long as it's the type I drink. They'll buy me whatever SHIT they think I might want that may or may not have more calories than I'm willing to eat in a week. About a week ago they bought me a burriot from Baja Fresh and it made me so angry, I wanted to throw it in the trash because I had already eaten and THEY DIDN'T ASK ME FIRST. They just don't get it and they act like they aren't WILLING to get it. It's NOT THAT DIFFICULT. I've been freaking out like what's the point of even getting out of bed if I'm FAT. I don't even want to look at myself in the mirror.
Last update: 31-12-2006 06:34
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