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Words, July 2000
marbles clanging around | marbles clanging around |
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Confusion sadness tired and board and full of nothing. Marbles are clanging around inside an empty skull. A brain that is no longer mine has been eaten by meds and sleepless nights. The keys on the keyboard are a jumble of letters and images. Food is foreign and I do not put foreign things in my body. Call me an airarian. Air is the food I eat. It's plentiful and a native of my body. My bathroom scale dropped suddenly as if angels had lifted me into the air for that short time. 10 pounds in just a few days. Not possible...or is it? It never was before. Everything that was was lost to me. I can now honestly say everything that is is back. I ran a mile today. Just for the hell of it. I've got to get back up to 5 miles. That shouldn't take long. I'm reading again. But school comes to me like a bat out of hell yelling and hollering at me to straighten up, to pull it together. Three thousand watching eyes. I collapse as they all focus on me. And I am scoffed at mocked at and laughed at until they are blue in the face with it. Devilish scorn then follows from an officer of learning telling me that I didn't make the cut. My one dream shattered in milliseconds. My life...over. Last update: 28-11-2006 21:37
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