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Words 2000 Words, July 2000 felt visions | felt visions |
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Lonely days and fearful nights are what I have to look forward to. Everything's spinning. The thought of living one more day is sickening. I'm gutless. I'll be miserable forever. I can't even look myself in the face. I can't stand to see the pain in my own face, though I know it's there. I can feel it lurking within. I just want to cry a river. But there is a higher force telling me not to. I'll be found out. As always. My meds have kicked in and now these words I write are a jumbled mess. I just want to sleep. It's too early though. She'll be suspicious. I can't have her asking questions. I have my good days and my bad days. Today is a particularly bad one. I miss Brianna. My only friend. She's halfway across the world for the summer. I don't know if I can hang on that long. Nothing makes sense anymore. The one thing I adore is being taken from me by those I already hate and given to the greatest witch of all. They think I can handle it. I will have nothing left. They've stripped me of everything. All I have left are these words. So I guess I'd better make the most of them.<p>I need loud pounding screaming music to drown out the noise in my head!! Last update: 28-11-2006 21:36
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